A Life SO Ordinary
Sunday, Sept. 22, 2002
So! Six days until my birthday! I'm so excited! I really am happy! Hopefully this birthday will be way better than the last two. For my 17th birthday none of my friends could do anything, so i just ended up going out with my family to Spaghetti Warehouse. Dont get me wrong, we had fun, but it was "family fun". Which is all good when its just me, shan, and mel. When you throw the parents in the mix they make us stop doing all the fun stuff.My "Sweet 16" birthday was your basic Greek Tragedy mixed with a little bit of Shakespeare's as well! Blake had to stay home from school about a week and a half earlier (just enough time for the cold to make me it's greenhouse!) and then by the time his B-day rolls around he's just peachy keen! Then 2 days before my big day im throwing up, have a fever, and a gut wrenching cough! ("you sound like a very attractive guy Mr. Fetters"...SNL humor) Now to top that off Blake is in one of his little stages in which he likes to be mean to everyone and annoy them as much as possible (wait, he's still in that one!). So here i am in a mess of a cold and hes being a dick. Then since I'm sick and i don't feel like cake my family decides not to wait until I'm better but to go ahead and dig in (5 bucks goes to whoever guesses which of my little sibs wanted cake RIGHT NOW!). SO that was the b-day from hell.
This birthday I'm determined to make the best of it even though none of my friends are here in Tennessee with me. My dad's company picnic is on my b-day so thats what we are going to do. I'm gonna have fun and so is everyone else!!
Last night susan (my best friend in the whole world) decided that she was going to chat in Yahoo for the first time right when i was checking my email. I decided to click on her name to see if she was really chatting or just checking her own email. Luck was with me and we talked for the longest time! From like 9:30 to 12:00 in the morning! I'm gonna put our conversation on here simply because i can and it amuses me! Now kiddies this isnt for your eyes cuz susan and i talk about anything and everything! The beginning of our conversation basically consistd of us deciding where we would meet up this summer to see each other! We decided on Florida because her dad lives somewhere there. At points in the conversation Mel and her bud Jeff took over my computer so u'll have to try and figure that out... good luck!
susieb21884: you want to a long time?
susieb21884: or it is too long?
Stewartchic: bc we wouldnt be able to see eachother for awhile
susieb21884: i agree
susieb21884: well we cant rent a car so we would need to stay close to beach
Stewartchic: the nit would be exactly a year since we've seen eachother
susieb21884: the 1st is a sunday and the 15th a sunday
Stewartchic: then it
susieb21884: yep
Stewartchic: we could so do this
susieb21884: now we would need the hotel name in my dad's name
Stewartchic: why we're 18
susieb21884: because we are not old enough yet
susieb21884: you have to be like 21
susieb21884: i thought it was 18 also
Stewartchic: wow
Stewartchic: that sucks
susieb21884: i will e-mail my dad and ask him.. if he would put it in his name
susieb21884: i am sure he will
susieb21884: i will ask him to make reservations for us for those 2 weeks
susieb21884: unless he wants us to stay with him, i doubt it
susieb21884: so ... i am e-mailing him as we speak
Stewartchic: well whatever is most comfortable with u
susieb21884: yeah hotel...or motel
Stewartchic: or yo daddy
Stewartchic: heh heh heh
Stewartchic: ive always wanted to say that
Stewartchic: ive never met ur dad
susieb21884: lol
susieb21884: yeah
susieb21884: he says he is coming to texas in december
susieb21884: i am surprised
susieb21884: i just e-mailed him!!! he will reply soon!
susieb21884: it is so hard for me to study on weekends b/c i study all week long
Stewartchic: i bet
susieb21884: yeah..i feel like i wont suceed when i dont study for 1 or 2 days
susieb21884: i know that is not true, or hope it is not
Stewartchic: ur a smart and responsible person
susieb21884: i do study all week..a ton!
Stewartchic: it wont come to that
susieb21884: thanks
susieb21884: yeah
susieb21884: i am one chapter behind in bio, when i say that it means i have not read a chapter ahead of lecture, ia m all read up on what we have learned in class
susieb21884: then i have studied the info for the test, but not enough yet
susieb21884: i need abou 5 hours of studying before that test on Weds.
susieb21884: i will get it in though
susieb21884: and then for Chemistry I studied for about an hour today and i need a couple more hours to memorize some charts
susieb21884: i need to study some more for bio lab, it sucks becaue we only get a one hour credit but it is 3 hours a week
Stewartchic: do u need to do that now
susieb21884: what?
susieb21884: not today
susieb21884: I have all day tomarrow, then some time monday and some tuesday
susieb21884: my tests start on Weds
Stewartchic: u'll do well
susieb21884: Then next week i have a u.s. history test and i already started studing for that
Stewartchic: thats what im doing tomorrow
susieb21884: yeah me too..from sunrise to set
susieb21884: oh Mike is finally getting his own apartment....
susieb21884: yes!!!!
Susieb21884 screams in a mad fit
susieb21884: screams for joy
Susieb21884 screams, "They killed kenny!"
Susieb21884 busts a move
Susieb21884 busts a move
Susieb21884 chuckles in amusement
Susieb21884 is extremely bored
susieb21884: sorry
susieb21884: i am on a rolling chair right now, it is so fun
susieb21884: you there?
stewartchic: yes
stewartchic groans loudly
susieb21884: it scares me that mike wants to start "settling down"
stewartchic: rolly chairs
susieb21884: yeah
susieb21884: chairs that roll]
stewartchic: tell him NO WAY
susieb21884: no not marriage
stewartchic: oh ok
susieb21884: stop freaking out lol
stewartchic: but like a serious relationship?
susieb21884: yes
susieb21884: i keep saying no, and it sort of hurts his feelings...
susieb21884: that is why i wont make things official...you know the title... i am afraid he will pop the question if i do
susieb21884: but we are together
stewartchic: well he has to understand that u JUST got out of high school;
susieb21884: i know, i think he does
susieb21884: i hope so
susieb21884: now he has not said the L word yet
susieb21884: thank goodness..i would just not know what to say
susieb21884: but he did ask me to come and meet his family this weekend
stewartchic: if he says anything about babies and marriage before u graduate Tell him to back off a little
susieb21884: i know
susieb21884: lol
susieb21884: i dont EVER want kids, he is well aware of that
stewartchic: im serious im afraid that u'll be blinded by his loving u and end up carrying him through out the rest of ur life
susieb21884: i hope not
stewartchic: i dont want to sound horrible, but look what happened to Jon and ur mom
susieb21884: like Erin
stewartchic: exactly
susieb21884: i know
susieb21884: or CJ
susieb21884: i know that i like him, but not love...not for a long time
susieb21884: it is also that i am flattered that someone likes me that much
susieb21884: he told me that he likes me so much that the no sex policy and oral sex policy dont bother him at all
susieb21884: and he lost his virginity when he was 14
susieb21884: still readin?
stewartchic: yes
susieb21884: he does not plead for sex at all
susieb21884: the first one besides joel that doesnt
stewartchic: im just worried he'll take advantage of u cuz ur young and still innocent
stewartchic: how old is he anyway
susieb21884: i know ..you are so cute..you worry so much
susieb21884: 21
stewartchic: im a mom through and through
susieb21884: i know
susieb21884:
susieb21884: i dont know, the one thing i really dont like is he is not educated
susieb21884: no college
stewartchic: thats what im saying
stewartchic: look and ur mom and jon
susieb21884: if we are going to be together for a long time, he will have to go to college...
stewartchic: and just FYI
susieb21884: i know i know....so sad
susieb21884: i know'
stewartchic: dont try and change a person
stewartchic: man, woman, or friend
susieb21884: but i am not my mom, thank goodness!! I am not dependant any one
susieb21884: i know
susieb21884: he wants to get a degree through devry
susieb21884: but i dont think he will actually go through with it
susieb21884: although he is still young
susieb21884: and just got out of armed forces
stewartchic: thats tru
susieb21884: i think if we are together for longer than a year or so he will go back
susieb21884: i hope so if we are
susieb21884: it also scares me he is so sexually experienced
susieb21884: although, we have messed around and he does know the meaning of NO
stewartchic: yea that can be intimidating
susieb21884: yeah
susieb21884: he is pretty good...you know kisser and all
susieb21884: i have NOT NOT NOT had sex with him by the way
stewartchic: good, and just for the record
susieb21884: and i wont and i told him that.... i felt that way and to not talk to me anymore if he did not understand
susieb21884: yeah
stewartchic: i wouldnt think any less of you if u ever do
susieb21884: it is somewhat scaryb/c i want to, but i know it is WRONG and too many RISKS so i refuse to do it, until marriage
susieb21884: ahh thanks
stewartchic: well just so u know
stewartchic: b/c i remember how erin treated you
susieb21884: you know actually i think less of Erin now, just because she wasnt even using birthcontrol or condoms or anything the first month they started having sex, and she is so proud of it you know
susieb21884: and she tries to convince others it is okay to have sex before marriage...because she did
susieb21884: even me!!!
susieb21884: and stacy and cj
stewartchic: she wants to make herself feel better
susieb21884: i know
susieb21884: we stopped talkng again
stewartchic: that girl needs to straighten out her priorities
susieb21884: because she got mad at me because I am not supportive of her and Steves plans of marriage eventually, i told her she was too young to be thinking about that adn needed to be her own person first, but she insists 17 in old enough to know what she wants, and i underestimate her love for him b/c i dont think teenagers are ready for those emotions adn also I went down there the other weekend and went out after t=we saw a movie with erin and her brother and stacy adn boyfriend, i went out with stacy and mike, we were planning that all day and i asked her to go with us and she was goign to but did not
stewartchic knows that The Truth is Out There
susieb21884: so she was mad at me about not going to her house afterwards and getting something to eat there rather than going out with stacy and mIke to benigans, we actually went down there to see Cj ( mike and I) and tehn after cj felt like going to sleep around 10 we went out and saw one hour phote
susieb21884: o
susieb21884: cj had just had surgery that day
stewartchic: hmmm
stewartchic: how did that go
stewartchic: i was meaning to ask u about that
susieb21884: she feels better now
susieb21884: but is upset atbout the 3 scars
susieb21884: i think it was worth it though
stewartchic: she'll be fine
susieb21884: i know
susieb21884: the good thing is she feels better now
stewartchic: just tell her to put sunscreen on it so it will blend in with her other skin
stewartchic: that what happened to my scar
stewartchic: i didnt put sunscreen on it
susieb21884: lol that is interesting
susieb21884: i have some mad munchies
susieb21884: and i want to watch some movies
stewartchic: me too
susieb21884: i dont watch tv here on campus
susieb21884: i really like mike though
susieb21884: not like i did joel..but you know
stewartchic: u need to see the sweetest thing
susieb21884: i will see it someday
stewartchic: it has cameron diez in it
susieb21884: oh
susieb21884: she is a good actress
stewartchic: she is so funny
susieb21884: oh my god it si already 11pm
susieb21884: it still feels like the morning
susieb21884: i sware college life goes by soo soo soo fast
stewartchic: its 10:40
susieb21884: oh
susieb21884: my room mates clock must be off
susieb21884: i want some choclate
stewartchic: yea
stewartchic: i have plenty
stewartchic: blakes b-day
susieb21884: did i tell you nestle gets there choclate from south african slave farms
susieb21884: dont eat nestle anymore
susieb21884: its true
stewartchic: i member
susieb21884: it is crazy
stewartchic: its tootsie roll
stewartchic laughs out loud
stewartchic gives everyone a big hug
stewartchic: everyone... theres just me and u
susieb21884: yeah
susieb21884: anyways
susieb21884: ...
stewartchic: they are the best
susieb21884: ohh
stewartchic: do u need to go or something?
susieb21884: no no
susieb21884: of course not
stewartchic: i was just making sure
stewartchic: i like chatting
susieb21884: why are you writing in grauy
susieb21884: i liek talking to you
stewartchic: its almost like ur here
susieb21884: i know
susieb21884: it is great
stewartchic: b/c i had to change my background color to black so that i could see ur typing without hurtng my eyes
stewartchic yells, "For crying out loud!"
susieb21884: oh
susieb21884: change it to a differnet
susieb21884: color
stewartchic: ok
susieb21884: it is too bright
stewartchic: this better
susieb21884: oh and mike smokes, he is quiting though, b/c i wont kiss him when i can taste it
susieb21884: it feels like i am smoking too
stewartchic: ewwwwwwwwww
susieb21884: is this better?
stewartchic: its like licking an ash trayQQQQQQQQQQQQQ
stewartchic: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
susieb21884: yeah
stewartchic: yes
susieb21884: what color was your backround
susieb21884: hmmm
susieb21884: hah hja ha
susieb21884: you like yellow?
susieb21884: or green?
susieb21884: just kidding
susieb21884: you there?
stewartchic: yellow is good
stewartchic: i still have the black backround
susieb21884: yeah so he says he does not smoke at least a week before he sees me
susieb21884: oh
susieb21884: i see
stewartchic: it makes everything look cool
susieb21884: how do you change your backround to black?
stewartchic: click on the pencil icon
stewartchic: its near the emoticons
susieb21884: there is no pencil near my emotions
stewartchic: then select the text backroung square
susieb21884: where is that?
stewartchic: move further down
susieb21884: huh
stewartchic: is there a B I U
susieb21884: never mind i will never find it
stewartchic: which stands for bold, italic, and underline
stewartchic: ok
susieb21884: yes
stewartchic: then is there a square that shows ur Text color
susieb21884: it is a color board thing
stewartchic: yea
stewartchic: then the lil icon next to it should be the pencil thingie
susieb21884: nope a smiley face icon
susieb21884: lol want to cyber...JUST KIDDING!
susieb21884: you there?
susieb21884: wow look at this
stewartchic: hahahahaha
stewartchic: thats so cool
susieb21884: awesome color effect
stewartchic: yup
susieb21884: you are so jealous
stewartchic: all i can say is look for something that says preferences
susieb21884: okay
susieb21884: it doesnt matter
susieb21884: anyways
stewartchic: whatever
susieb21884: so...what do you want to know about me?
susieb21884: what i am wearing right now? j/k!!
stewartchic: why dont u want kids?
stewartchic: take it off
susieb21884: lol
stewartchic: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
susieb21884: because i want to be able to do things like travel around the world, be a doctor (busy busy) and just not have to worry about them..also i dont like how violent it is here
stewartchic: here as in earth
susieb21884: yep
stewartchic: i like these colors better
stewartchic: the others were hurting my head
susieb21884: i mean kids are being kidnapped everyday
susieb21884: which colors?
stewartchic: but that shouldnt keep u from the joy of having ur own
susieb21884: do you want black again?
stewartchic: i want white
susieb21884: i want to adopt really
stewartchic: now bee-yotch
susieb21884: lol
stewartchic: u dont want to be preggers
susieb21884: let me see
susieb21884: how is this?
stewartchic: i cant wait for that
stewartchic: i like that
susieb21884: the gray?
stewartchic: we need to do this every Saturday or make a day for this
stewartchic: yea
stewartchic: grey is good
susieb21884: yeah
susieb21884: i like this font better too
susieb21884: mike is soo good sexually, it scares me so much, because i always want more but say to stop
susieb21884: before we go to far
stewartchic: i like thi
stewartchic: huh
susieb21884: he says that i am the best kisser he has ever kissed
susieb21884: though
susieb21884: what?
susieb21884: i mean like kissing, touching, etc..NO ORAL NO SEX AGAIN!!! JUST FOR THE RECORD
stewartchic: oh ok
susieb21884: but i always feel like going farther if you know what i mean, i always resist and always will until i have a ring on my finger
susieb21884: and i wont get married just to have justifiable sex!
susieb21884: fyi i am going to be wild in bed when i get married,
susieb21884: i have a wild streak, i am a closet freak
stewartchic: heh heh heh
stewartchic: me too
susieb21884: how about you?
stewartchic: at least thats what my older sis thinks
susieb21884: i bet you will just have sweet sex
susieb21884: lol really?
susieb21884: mine is going to involve spanking, screaming and lots of food and toys
susieb21884: lol
susieb21884: rope and cuffs too!
stewartchic: well mine probable will be sweet compared to u
susieb21884: lol yeah
stewartchic: probably
susieb21884: it will be funny to see what it is like you know when we are both married
stewartchic: i know
stewartchic: it'll be weirs
susieb21884: will you be my bridesmaid when I get married? I AM NOT PLANNING A MARRIAGE NOW!!!!! JUST FOR THE FUTURE
stewartchic: weird
susieb21884: YEAH
stewartchic: of course
susieb21884: ahhh i love you
susieb21884:
stewartchic: u dont even hav eot ask
stewartchic: to*
susieb21884: i know
stewartchic: well u do technically
susieb21884: lol
stewartchic: but u know what i mean
susieb21884: by the way it is next week in vegas!!! just kidding
susieb21884: CJ and Stacy will be there too!
susieb21884: again just kidding
susieb21884: yours is next week too right?
susieb21884: did you have a heart attack?
susieb21884: hello michelle? do you need to be resesitated?
susieb21884: hello???
susieb21884 yells "Hey Kool-aid!" and crashes into a brick wall
susieb21884 has fallen and can't get up
susieb21884 faints
susieb21884 busts a move
susieb21884 frowns in disgust
stewartchic: im here silly
susieb21884: i know
susieb21884: i am listening to oldies right now
susieb21884: you should listen too!
susieb21884: there is a boot song on now
stewartchic: im listening to "I Believe" by Blessed Union of SOuls
stewartchic: that is the ****
susieb21884: never heard of it
susieb21884: did you type shit or the stars?? I have always wondered that?
stewartchic: the ****
stewartchic: as in its the best in the world
stewartchic: the words to the song are awesome
susieb21884: something weird is going on
susieb21884: my computer keeps saying you are being auto ignored
susieb21884: i know but when you typed it did you type the shit or the ****?
stewartchic: Walk blindly to the light and reach out for his hand
susieb21884: what?
stewartchic: i typed ****
stewartchic: u must have ur word filter on
susieb21884: lol i dont know if you write stars if you typed starts
susieb21884: how do i take it off?
stewartchic: go to ur preferences and find the option word filter and click off
susieb21884: the reason it auto ignored you was because you said shit 3 times
susieb21884: i just found preferences
susieb21884: type it again and see if it filters it
stewartchic: ****
stewartchic: thats how u can change ur backround
stewartchic: **** **** ****
stewartchic: click save
stewartchic: to keep it there
susieb21884: okay it is still on
susieb21884: try again
stewartchic: shit shit shit shit shit shit
susieb21884: yes
susieb21884: i got that
stewartchic: its off?
susieb21884:
stewartchic: is it off
stewartchic: damn
susieb21884: yes
stewartchic: fuck
susieb21884: yes
susieb21884: lol
stewartchic: penis wrinkle
stewartchic: heh hehe
susieb21884: lol
stewartchic busts a move
susieb21884: yeah
susieb21884: anyways..what else has been going on with you?
stewartchic screams in a mad fit
susieb21884 listens to stewartchic
stewartchic grabs susieb21884 and dances around the room.
susieb21884 uses powers of levitation to raise stewartchic
susieb21884: lol
susieb21884 hiccups and then searches for a glass of water
stewartchic: well like what
susieb21884 sings, "Tell me what you want, what you really, really want"
stewartchic begs at susieb21884's feet.
susieb21884: guys, friends at school
susieb21884 waves at stewartchic
susieb21884 waves at stewartchic
susieb21884 smiles happily at stewartchic
stewartchic: well u should move here bcuz TN has cornered the market on hot guys
susieb21884 frowns at stewartchic
susieb21884: lol i need to go there on vacation
stewartchic: yes u should
susieb21884: are there lots of gorgeous chicks too?
stewartchic: u and i should go to scotland and england and ireland
stewartchic: yea
susieb21884: yeah
susieb21884: when we are RICH
stewartchic: but i dont swing that way
susieb21884: i know
susieb21884: but are all the hot guys with the pretty girls?
stewartchic: hey... i'll be a nurse and u'll be a DR
susieb21884: yep
stewartchic: not all
susieb21884: you want to be a nurse?
stewartchic: i thought i told u
susieb21884: wow! you should go to TWU it is in the top 5 best schools in the country for nurses
susieb21884: no you didnt tell me
stewartchic: ya... im looking into schools with nursing programs
stewartchic: i know
susieb21884: i thought you still wanted to be a Vet.
stewartchic: no
susieb21884: UTA is one of the best also
susieb21884: why change of mind?
stewartchic: i've decided that im beter suited to help those i can communicate with
susieb21884: lol good point
stewartchic: im a good listener and i like sciences
susieb21884: what if you have a foriegn patient!! lol
stewartchic: then im screwed
susieb21884: there are lots of other medical fields also
stewartchic: as long as they say hola and gracias... im all good
susieb21884: like sonographer, Medical assistant, Physicans assistant (one step down from doc). there are tons
stewartchic: i know
susieb21884: dont close your options so quickly
stewartchic: true dat
stewartchic: heh hehe heh
stewartchic left the room.
stewartchic joined the room.
stewartchic: sorry
susieb21884: i mean i have, but i have not in a way too! YOu know how many kinds of doctors there are with diffrent specializations
stewartchic: yea
stewartchic: there are all kinds
susieb21884: my baby does the hanky panky is on oldies not
susieb21884: now
susieb21884: yeah
stewartchic: awesome
susieb21884: i want to do reconstructive surgery
stewartchic: that would be a cool "first time" song
stewartchic: wow!
stewartchic: thats kinda like face lifts too
susieb21884: but i want to treat patients that are in underprivledged places, that cant normally afford treatment, so that does not really work out
susieb21884: no that is plastic surgery
susieb21884: i belive a reconstructive surgeon specializes in one area, like skin... for fire burns or like face..you knwo
susieb21884: i was thinking about plastic surgery but i dont want to deal with people that shallow
stewartchic: hey... copy all of our conversation and then paste it in a word document, and then save it and email it to me as an attachment
susieb21884: i love community service and helping others
susieb21884: why?
stewartchic: i wanna keep this
stewartchic: because i can put it in my memories box
stewartchic: but wait until i need to go
susieb21884: okay okay
stewartchic: I love YOU
susieb21884: it was GREAT TALKING to you!
susieb21884: Love ya
stewartchic: God Bless and have beautiful dreams
stewartchic: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
susieb21884: you are so sweet
stewartchic: copy our conversation
susieb21884: i will
stewartchic: and send it to me as a word doc
stewartchic: ok bye bye
stewartchic: i'll email u tomorrow
