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A Life SO Ordinary Wednesday, Jan. 21, 2004 So I'm still jobless. I'm sorry I feel like whining about this, but I can't help it. I hate going with out a job for this long! It really sucks. People have bills. Things might be looking up though. I might be able to get a job with the government as a secretary or something. The start out pay is really good. Depending on how well I score on this test I can get paid really well. If I even get the job I may definately stay here so that I can be close to my family. Another fun thing is that I might be able to travel alot! I'd love to travel!! That would be my all time best thing; to see all over the US and maybe out of the country! I wonder if you get hazard pay. It is the government. It's targeted all of the time. No more negativity! This would be the coolest job ever! If I do end up here in Tennessee I'll most definately be living Downt town or in the Southern part of Nashville in my OWN apartment. I really need to be on my own for awhile. Not to mention Mel can always stay with me if she needs to. I think the biggest problem about me staying here is telling Susan. She said she keeps expecting me to back out on her. I hate it that she feels that way. Personally, I'ma nervous wreck trying to figure out how I'm gonna be able to live in Texas on my own... I really need advice on this. Feel free to drop a line on my guestbook on the left side of the screen <- - - - - I'm becoming so sedentary. I've never been this inactive and its starting to get to me. I need to be healthier not to mention lose some weight. I'm gonna go walk/jog tomorrow. Wish me luck. I've been watching "Newly Weds" on MTV. I'm so hooked. I watched most of the first season and thought it was so awesome. Jessica and Nick are the cutest couple. I know, I know, I know... You're thinking I'm gonna get a bazillion times more stupid by watching, but Jessica reminds me of me. Gullible. Not ditzy, airheaded, or 3 fries short of a happy meal. Just Gullible. My family teases me about the same thing. It's really the smarter people who seem to be less street smart/gullible/naive. So Jess, take my word for it; besides... who's making all that money anyway? |
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