A Life SO Ordinary
Monday, Jan. 13, 2003
Oh Dear... I have been neglecting my diary! I should be thrown in jail for this grievance, but I honestly think that not too many people actually read this thing anyway... so im not too worried about the mishap.
So i am outta school now and STILL looking for a job. Im starting to loose hope! I need a job very badly! I have needs that I cant finance... so this is getting to be beyond annoying for me!
Some of the places I've been putting in applications at are offices and that kind of general, boring secretarial crap. Although there is hope... I went back to the hospitol and they had two postions open! One is a film librarian and the other is for Housekeeping! I dont think i have to tell you which one I'd prefer! But you know what? I would take the housekeeping job in a heartbeat if it meant i got a chance to work in a hospitol!
Last night my Biological mother called me. We had a good long talk about lots of stuff! My relationship with my older sis, Lauretta, and how my dad supposedly beat her when they were married... Lemme tell ya, when you have a paranoid schizophrenic as a mother there is never a dull moment. Dont get me wrong. I love her with all my heart, but its hard talking to her sometimes.
Up until six years ago i had absolutely no contact with the woman since i was two years old. Then my dad gets the internet and decides to look up people in his past. You know old drinking/stoner buddies of his... and my mother. Now when he first "contacted" her I was kind of excited because all my life i never knew her, and now here was my chance!
In the beginning it was weird at best. Anyway so now i try to talk to her regularly and the conversations are very interesting! But i love her and thats all that matters.
Im kinda hungry right now so i think im gonna go and head to the Border... you know Taco Bell! YAY! ANyway talk to ya later!
